Yes. I am.
A little while ago, I was attempting to take some photos of Shepherd, so we can have some artsy fartsy photos in our photo frames. I was doing one shot above him, looking down at him, and gravity took over my camera, and pulled it from my hands... right onto my little boys noggin'. Damn you, Gravity!!!! And lo', was there crying... and screaming... Yes, Shepherd cried too. But I felt AWFUL. I'm sitting here, writing this, and I feel like a terrible mother. Who drops a camera on a 3 month old baby?! Seriously, y'all!!
I guess I could post the pictures I took, but then again... I feel terrible for ever taking them now. But here you go... here are the pictures that led to the worst thing I've done as a mother so far...